My day is not complete,without this activity ,Its as routine a thing as I wake up,brush my teeth, Do my hair,visit the grocery.etc.etc.well I know that you would not have zeroed in on it.
well for me a day is not complete without this activity."Me searching in vain for a item thats presumed lost".(while it most probably would have been misplaced).
If you are one of those persons,whose is quite syestamatic and well groomed,would exclaim how very silly for a person to be so careless,who cant take care of such trivial things?
Well you would be amazed if I tell you that I lose (misplace) things only because I want them to be safe and in my continuous monitor where they are I shift them to safer spots?? AND FORGET WHERE IT LANDED ULTIMATELY ending with Me searching for some thing every day.
There are days when I switch off and go to bed and suddenly remember some thing and sit up and search.when it comes to what are the items I search, it varies,right from a safety pin to a precious jewel and the efforts what I put in for both the items are the same.
God only knows how even a printed receipt of no value. becomes precious the moment I come to know that it is missing.
Even thou the activity of searching is labourious and painful, these are the moments which makes my day,For I am sure that at the end of this activity I will end up finding some thing else which evaded my search earlier .well these are the instances when I come across items of memories,
I go around searching for a guarantee card and land up with a bunch of letters written by my loved ones so the guarantee card takes a second least priority and I sit down with the letters and start reading them one after the other relating myself to the days and moments,so many flash backs and short films unroll and I give up my search for the guarantee card,well for the day my quota to search has ended with good reminiscent.
Next day suddenly I remember that I have to take stock of some of my accessories and now i am in the midst of all items spurn around me, but the accessories kit is no where to be seen, while i have located the guarantee card and of course fumbled on one of my favorite Music /CD and now the urge to listen to it has put my searching spree to a back seat,
like this there are many items of interest in our possession, but we never bothered to spend time with, which shows up in a search,A old photo album, A Book from your favorite author,A gift from you small kid,A card from your son/daughter.A dress that you dont fit into but which was presented by your dad for your birth day,A report card of your young days,which you scared to see,which made you to smile now.Like this we unravel so many small ,small happiness in this process of searching,which ultimately makes" MY day" even thou the worry about that missed item still lingers.
Well the most recent Search,which I am involved in is for a nail cutter,the moment I saw my nails,I could'nt resist the urge that it requires a trimming and once this feeling sets in,I can do nothing else and my whole energy is focused only on cutting the nails and good heavens I cant find it, well the search continued with different outcomes,but not the nail cutter,so having given up on it today I was on a search for my pen,losing pens is my hobby,bu ETC..but some thing told me that even if I dont succeed in finding my red pen.I would find the nail cutter,Very true I am holding the nail cutter .SO hope to get the pen some other day, while I search for some thing else.
With my endless PATIENCE for searching I have understood the following
Search makes your Monotonous life lively
Search helps you to remember the little happiness,which you deserve
Every search results in getting more lost items
You only lose some thing,when you give up your search
You really do not know what is its worth unless you have lost it
so putting it back into the known adage ,KNOCK it will open.
ask you will get,Search you will find
And lastly lets not restrict our search to worldly things but also the GOD within us,Which Iam sure that we will find if the search is not given up.
well for me a day is not complete without this activity."Me searching in vain for a item thats presumed lost".(while it most probably would have been misplaced).
If you are one of those persons,whose is quite syestamatic and well groomed,would exclaim how very silly for a person to be so careless,who cant take care of such trivial things?
Well you would be amazed if I tell you that I lose (misplace) things only because I want them to be safe and in my continuous monitor where they are I shift them to safer spots?? AND FORGET WHERE IT LANDED ULTIMATELY ending with Me searching for some thing every day.
There are days when I switch off and go to bed and suddenly remember some thing and sit up and search.when it comes to what are the items I search, it varies,right from a safety pin to a precious jewel and the efforts what I put in for both the items are the same.
God only knows how even a printed receipt of no value. becomes precious the moment I come to know that it is missing.
Even thou the activity of searching is labourious and painful, these are the moments which makes my day,For I am sure that at the end of this activity I will end up finding some thing else which evaded my search earlier .well these are the instances when I come across items of memories,
I go around searching for a guarantee card and land up with a bunch of letters written by my loved ones so the guarantee card takes a second least priority and I sit down with the letters and start reading them one after the other relating myself to the days and moments,so many flash backs and short films unroll and I give up my search for the guarantee card,well for the day my quota to search has ended with good reminiscent.
Next day suddenly I remember that I have to take stock of some of my accessories and now i am in the midst of all items spurn around me, but the accessories kit is no where to be seen, while i have located the guarantee card and of course fumbled on one of my favorite Music /CD and now the urge to listen to it has put my searching spree to a back seat,
like this there are many items of interest in our possession, but we never bothered to spend time with, which shows up in a search,A old photo album, A Book from your favorite author,A gift from you small kid,A card from your son/daughter.A dress that you dont fit into but which was presented by your dad for your birth day,A report card of your young days,which you scared to see,which made you to smile now.Like this we unravel so many small ,small happiness in this process of searching,which ultimately makes" MY day" even thou the worry about that missed item still lingers.
Well the most recent Search,which I am involved in is for a nail cutter,the moment I saw my nails,I could'nt resist the urge that it requires a trimming and once this feeling sets in,I can do nothing else and my whole energy is focused only on cutting the nails and good heavens I cant find it, well the search continued with different outcomes,but not the nail cutter,so having given up on it today I was on a search for my pen,losing pens is my hobby,bu ETC..but some thing told me that even if I dont succeed in finding my red pen.I would find the nail cutter,Very true I am holding the nail cutter .SO hope to get the pen some other day, while I search for some thing else.
With my endless PATIENCE for searching I have understood the following
Search makes your Monotonous life lively
Search helps you to remember the little happiness,which you deserve
Every search results in getting more lost items
You only lose some thing,when you give up your search
You really do not know what is its worth unless you have lost it
so putting it back into the known adage ,KNOCK it will open.
ask you will get,Search you will find
And lastly lets not restrict our search to worldly things but also the GOD within us,Which Iam sure that we will find if the search is not given up.
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